February 2012
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LXXXVII.
swollenpoetry:
I’m sorry if I wasn’t the star fit to complete your constellation. I wonder if I’ll ever be anything close to being the remedy to your incompleteness. I’m sorry if there’s nothing left for me to show. I know there’s nothing left for us no time no space nothing. I’m sorry if I wasn’t made for you. It’s my fault, I know.
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kidaokagee:
When you had your heart broken, it feels as though you cannot concentrate on anything at all. All you want to do is curl up on that side of the couch and waste your life away by watching every chick-flicks you have in your disk drive (it doesn’t even matter if you perceived it as corny before), eat chips (that you despise before), and cry even if you’re watching a funny guy like...
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You know the reason why a lot of relationships fail? It’s because people tend to...
– Bullet, “Ignoratio Elenchi” (When Boy Meets Boy)
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Ever after.
At first I was embarrassed to dance in an empty parking lot but he held both my hands and started swaying me. I smiled and just followed James’ lead. We were dancing like two drunk guys completely uninhibited and carefree. James was laughing as he moved his hips and swayed his arms to the air. We were having the time of our life. At that moment, I realized that I don’t need fancy clothes or the...
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Oh you so need to watch Miss Universe tsk, tsk.” Philip said implying how stupid...
– Philip, “The Grinder, The Cow, The Old Flame” (When Boy Meets Boy)
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When I think of goodbyes, I think of airports, and...
awarewolves:
Here is a simple act of disappearance: the dying flicker of a flame atop a melting white candle. It is the only illumination from the dark, unlit room. When it dies, the act of disappearance is complete. It takes two minutes and thirty-three seconds for it to vanish into the blanket of the cold evening air.
It also takes two minutes and thirty-three seconds to walk away from my...
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Au Revoir.
“What do you want?” “Okay.” Jagger bit his lip. He stepped backwards so that he was standing on the brick front step. “I know you think I’m a complete ass and wouldn’t want to waste your time talking to me.” ”You got that right.”I thought. “But I wanted to give you something before you leave tomorrow.” Jagger then opened his bag and pulled out an old, green book. As he handed it to me, I saw what...
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Il n'y a qu' un bonheur dans la vie, c'est d'aimer...
There is that one happiness in life, to love and be loved.
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More Than Just A Flash.
“Tell me a story Adam.” He said. “About what?” I said. “About you,” He said. “Have you ever been in love?” “Yeah.” I replied. “What was it like?” He asked. “Don’t tell me you’ve never been in love,” I said teasingly. I was smirking but from the corner of my eye, I saw Jagger was dead serious. “No, I meant what was it like for you?” Jagger said. He then adjusted his body. “Mate, I’m so drunk.” “You...
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From that day on, Elliot kept his word. He never cheated again. I tried to talk...
– Cookie, “Bittersweet” (When Boy Meets Boy)
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But what I realized after 40 years is that people, no matter the flaws and...
– Cookie, Final Greeting (When Boy Meets Boy)
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But you know, tonight I realized that no matter how prepared you think you are....
– Adam, When Boy Meets Boy
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Listen Adam, I’m not really angry at you. I pity you for doing what you did. We...
– Lukas, ‘Bare’ (When Boy Meets Boy)
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TT.
5:40 PM.
Oh God! I need to bear an hour and 40 minutes of inconsequential lecture on theories and techniques with Adobe Photoshop that we barely use, plus I need to endure more than one and a half hours of monotonous valium-like tone of Montillano.
My Tuesdays are always fucking GREAT.
The only good thing happening every Tuesday is my TT Sessions with Migo. (Tea Time Sessions, you pervs!) It’s our...
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And just the way he held my hand whenever he would see someone checking on me or...
– Adam, “When Boy Meets Boy”
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WILL YOU BE STUPID ENOUGH TO GIVE THIS MORON CARRYING THIS NOTE A SECOND CHANCE?
– Adam, “When Boy Meets Boy”
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Things that make me happy.
august-is-over:
Finding myself driving on an empty winding road, late at night with the perfect song playing. Seeing her smile and hearing her laugh. Just hearing her voice in general. Finding a new song that captures everything I feel at that very moment in time. Random text messages from friends, that make me smile. Watching a really inspiring movie, that makes me want to go out and do...
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LXXXVI.
swollenpoetry:
Umuwi ako ngayong gabi na ikaw ang nasa isip ko. Tinanong ko ang mga tala: bakit ikaw pa? Bakit ‘di nalang ‘yung nasa puso ko? Naghintay ako ng sagot ngunit pinalitan na ng sinag ng araw ang pintura ng langit, at ikaw - Ikaw pa rin ang nasa isip ko. Darating kaya ang araw na ikaw na rin ang nasa puso ko? Iniisip ko. Kita. Iniisip pa rin kita. Pangalan ba natin ang iginuguhit ng...
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Just because you’re alone doesn’t mean you are lonely; that just...
– Adam Chua, “When Boy Meets Boy”
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clavicola:
When you peeled back my heart like a clementine you found that there were enough seeds to grow an orchard
but like the rest you spit them out and smiled at me without any teeth.
I dreamt you had the hands of my last love, and when I woke, I was treading water.
Consume the world or let the world consume you, but you’ll never find an in-between, not when you’re not here with me.
This...
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Love is like cooking Adam. It’s not the ingredients nor the cook that make...
– Adam’s Mom, “When Boy Meets Boy”
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And you’re finally writing it down because you have to release it...
– Adam Chua, “Breakups and Moving On” (When Boy Meets Boy)
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marieandmadness:
I don’t deserve to be loved.
I am rotten inside. So much viciousness resides in this fragmented soul.
I am a little devil hiding behind childish acts.
I am a liar, a traitor.
I am someone not worthy of something as pure as love.
I am a disappointment to many, an enemy to some. I am a nightmare born of hatred.
I am filled with angst, and an envious being. I am greedy. I am...
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Chess.
august-is-over:
Events in life are like a chess game, you make moves against life itself, some of those moves act to shorten the spam of your life. Others can lengthen it considerably. Like chess, life can be long and gruelling, it can sometimes seem relentless. And sometimes, it can seem like you’re stuck. But all you really need to do is stand back, take a look of the board as a whole, take...
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January 2012
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kidaokagee:
Perhaps I should tell you how I felt the day you left but time had run fast and I feel so much stronger now.
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kidaokagee:
I couldn’t tell you in full sentences what I could tell you in my poems and my songs
but
still
I want to try to tell you the things I could have said… the things that are now locked and abandoned in your prison cell inside my head.
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We used to be so close,
しかし、今私が知るために使われるだけで誰かです。
But now you’re just somebody that I used to know.
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kidaokagee:
We’ve written on walls and mirrors and unused fast-food tissue napkins about undying love and future plans. We just didn’t know passion is slowly dying. And then we promised to love each other forever, and ever but now, who were we kidding?
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awarewolves:
It happens in the middle of the night, when a bad dream suddenly wakes you up, and you find yourself feeling most alone than ever. Your pillows are prepared to be soiled with tears. Yet you are never prepared to cry.
Instead, you watch the beams of light distinctly directed at the foot of your bed, and you try to remember the dream you just had. But only his face contains your...
"Sana ang RELASYON parang pag-papapicture, bawal...
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002. You're my own David Burtka.